paz

I'm not talking about a 180 degree turn of the person I was, but my thoughts and decisions have changed a bit in their directions, thus leading my daily life in a much more positive path than if I'd been alone for that walk.

Though it has been 9 months, I still have the same strong newly in love-feeling, and I can feel it growing even stronger with each moment, up or down, that we share.

It feels as if we've just met 3 months ago, the usual end-point of the whole honey-moon state in a relationship, but at the same time there's that underlying comfort and calm that comes from knowing a person for years.

I'm sure we've achieved this knowledge of each others persona by being together almost everyday, and if not physically breathing the same air in the room, at least communicating in one way or another, just somehow, being there with each other.

Just the thought of him puts a light through my thoughts even at my darkest moments. I have never once thought of him and felt a even the slightest hurt, a feeling that many, if not most, other people in my surroundings have been able to achieve.

My rock, my hope, my source for motivation and power, he is truly a man capable of bringing the best out of me.

And the best part of it all, never once has he let me down. I may not always have the mental capacity to be there for him, but he truly puts in all the effort he can into helping me through anything, even when he has the world on his shoulders.

I will cite what many have told me for the past 9 months: "Sara, you are glowing. It's because you are in love."

And all I can do is give them the biggest smile in the universe!